Here's to lookin' at you kid!

Sun, 05 Jun 2005 18:08:18 GMT

If my heart breaks right in front of you
will you stand there and pick up the pieces
So many questions are running through my mind

If my heart breaks right in front of you
will you collect up all the pieces
or will sweep them and leave them

If my heart breaks right in front of you
will you get the duct tape
or will you leave me broken

If my heart breaks right in front of you
will you put it back together again
So many questions are running through my mind
I can't sweep my head clean
the cob webs are getting much larger now
I never know what to say

If I say I love you
will you break my heart all over again?

What? My head was clear for like a second there.. then I lost it...

Sun, 05 Jun 2005 18:03:14 GMT

I would like to tell you a story about a boy named Zacharias Feinberg, the boy who sits next to me in Spanish..

There once was a boy who thought that he knew everything. Then he met a girl named Lauren. She told him he was dumb and drew on his arm. So, they became friends and she told him he was annoying everyday. Then one day his girlfriend killed Lauren because she was afraid of Lauren.

The end.

Wasn't that a great story?

Thu, 05 May 2005 17:36:08 GMT

Amanda,
How I love thee. You make my life complete. I don't know what I would do if you never moved from the second best state in the country, TEXAS!! Your hotness makes we weak. You are just plain orgasmic, have my babies! Oooohh Baby, ooooh baby, ohhhh babyyyyyyyyy!! Much love to you, the love of my life. Ooooh, please have my babies so we can have hot passionate sex everynight.. oooohh lala!! Yay, for hot sex, my favorite bitch! My sex bitch, I like the sound of that... oh oh oh oh! Amanda will you be my sex bitch?

Love,
Lauren Michelle DeLisi

Tue, 19 Apr 2005 21:09:31 GMT

You scored as The Secret World of Alex Mack.

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The Secret World of Alex Mack

67%

Are You Afraid of the Dark?

67%

Rugrats

58%

Doug

50%

Kablam!

42%

The Adventures of Pete and Pete

42%

Clarissa Explains It All

33%

Ren & Stimpy

17%

Double Dare

17%

Rocko's Modern Life

Legends of the Hidden Temple

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Haha thanks Ryan!

Tue, 19 Apr 2005 20:59:09 GMT

Do you even see me?
Do I even exist on your plane of existence
I wanna be where you are
I wanna see you
but more I want you to see me
to see me for who I am

You're right behind me
but is there anything in front of you?
I don't think I exist to you
I don't think you've ever given me a thought

See me
See me like I see you
Think of me
Think of me like I think of you
Want to be with me
Want to be with me like I want to be with you

Am I here
Or am I not
You are there
That is for sure
I see you
but do you see me?

You'll never see me like I want you to
You'll never think of me like I want you to
You'll never want to be with me too

But I'll beg of you
But I will beg you to

See me
See me like I see you
Think of me
Think of me like I think of you
Want to be with me
Want to be with me like I want to be with you

Sun, 17 Apr 2005 20:08:09 GMT

Wow, I'm such a drama queen. I can't believe that last entry, I bitch too much. I must have been like PMSing yesterday or something, wow!! Whatev.. I went to Erika's last night got a little tipsy, now I'm all good!! Haha.. and now on to todays story..

I just got home from a lovely little stroll with my mother. Since we have school tomorrow I needed to pick up some stuff for Fashion Design but first I wanted to steal some music from the library. So, we stopped at the library and were in there for about half an hour. When we were all checked out and all that shit we went out the car. Now, one little tid bit that I left out was that my mother's car is in the shop so we had to take my dad's 1957 Thunderbird. My mother tried to start the car for about five minutes and then decided that it was not going to start. So, my mother and I got to walk home! The three or four miles, it would have been really easy if Randolph wasn't so fucking hilly!! It actually wasn't that bad it was just funny. My mother and I were cracking jokes the entire time. My mother is so weird sometimes, she yelled at a horse for staring at her!! AND! And, she talked about stealing a horse so we wouldn't have to walk!! Oh, man. It was an interesting walk. I guess its kinda one of those you had to be there things, but I was really amused!

Sat, 16 Apr 2005 18:36:24 GMT

I'm bored out of my fucking mind. Someone, anyone, call me. Get me out of this fucking house. I'm contemplating actually reading The Red Badge of Courage. Scary? I think so. This has been the WORST spring break EVER! Can it just be over already so everything can go back to normal? Normal being better than it is but still not as good as it could be. If this isnt making sense you can read the blog I wrote last night on myspace myspace.com/lauren6289 its titled as "I've found myself so far down." I'm just sick and tired of this. This life, the same old shit. I know of only one person I can really count on and I don't see Jaclyn enough anymore. I think she's on vacation, so, there's nothing really going on around here.

Mon, 07 Mar 2005 00:26:50 GMT

Dear Mr. Trab,
Fuck you. Lay off with the homework already will ya?! Jesus fucking Christ! I'm sorry I don't sit at home every night doing English homework. Sometimes I like to at least pretend to have a life! I hate you, I hate you a lot! I should have listened to Kathy and Alex and switched out of your class!! I HATE YOU!! Your class is bullshit I have not learned a single fucking thing all year!!
Sincerely,
Lauren DeLisi

PS DIE!! GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!

Dear Norton Anti-Virus,
I HATE YOU!!! You aren't letting me do anything that I want to do!! I want to be on myspace for more than 30 seconds and I'd like to be able to watch music videos on yahoo, why the fuck can't I?! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! I HATE YOU!! You don't even fucking do your job, you are supposed to stop viruses from getting on my computer, you don't!! You're supposed to fix the viruses that get on my computer, you don't!!! AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!!!
Sincerely,
Lauren DeLisi

I have some serious rage that I would really like to take out on my computer and Mr. Trab.. can I?! Even Dashboard isn't calming me down!!!!

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Mon, 07 Mar 2005 00:26:19 GMT

Dear Mr. Trab,
Fuck you. Lay off with the homework already will ya?! Jesus fucking Christ! I'm sorry I don't sit at home every night doing English homework. Sometimes I like to at least pretend to have a life! I hate you, I hate you a lot! I should have listened to Kathy and Alex and switched out of your class!! I HATE YOU!! Your class is bullshit I have not learned a single fucking thing all year!!
Sincerely,
Lauren DeLisi

PS DIE!! GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!

Dear Norton Anti-Virus,
I HATE YOU!!! You aren't letting me do anything that I want to do!! I want to be on myspace for more than 30 seconds and I'd like to be able to watch music videos on yahoo, why the fuck can't I?! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! I HATE YOU!! You don't even fucking do your job, you are supposed to stop viruses from getting on my computer, you don't!! You're supposed to fix the viruses that get on my computer, you don't!!! AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!!!
Sincerely,
Lauren DeLisi

I have some serious rage that I would really like to take out on my computer and Mr. Trab.. can I?! Even Dashboard isn't calming me down!!!!

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Mon, 07 Mar 2005 00:25:42 GMT

Dear Mr. Trab,
Fuck you. Lay off with the homework already will ya?! Jesus fucking Christ! I'm sorry I don't sit at home every night doing English homework. Sometimes I like to at least pretend to have a life! I hate you, I hate you a lot! I should have listened to Kathy and Alex and switched out of your class!! I HATE YOU!! Your class is bullshit I have not learned a single fucking thing all year!!
Sincerely,
Lauren DeLisi

PS DIE!! GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!

Dear Norton Anti-Virus,
I HATE YOU!!! You aren't letting me do anything that I want to do!! I want to be on myspace for more than 30 seconds and I'd like to be able to watch music videos on yahoo, why the fuck can't I?! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! I HATE YOU!! You don't even fucking do your job, you are supposed to stop viruses from getting on my computer, you don't!! You're supposed to fix the viruses that get on my computer, you don't!!! AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!!!
Sincerely,
Lauren DeLisi

I have some serious rage that I would really like to take out on my computer and Mr. Trab.. can I?! Even Dashboard isn't coming me down!!!!

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Thu, 13 Jan 2005 00:53:33 GMT

I GOT THE VIDEO ON MYSPACE! After about an hour of fiddling and editing I got it onto myspace. It may not stay though. But for now I am very happy!!! WOO! Everyone use the link above to go to my myspace and watch the video of meghan and lex!!!

Wed, 12 Jan 2005 23:01:08 GMT

I'm finally getting to put up an entry about the talent show. WOW. Just wow. We have some really talented people in our school and then.. and then there are people like Brian Moore who are... well, GOD! Kat your brother is GOD! I wish I had the guts to do an "interpretive dance!" MAN, OH, MAN! And now onto selected pictures. I'm going to try to put the video that I took of Meg and Lex on my myspace.. I'll let you know if I can figure it out! The pictures are kinda dark, sorry, the commons suck!

Meg and Lexi-pie

Avery you can't really see the kilt.

CHEIF!

Brian Moore= GOD!

Hahaha, carrying away Brian Moore!

Alex Durso doing her whole Iris jig thing.

Last but certainly not least, Pat.

(Sorry, I'm having some difficulty making the pictures smaller because my computer hates me.)

Tue, 11 Jan 2005 20:30:01 GMT

Okay, so I've been dying since Friday night at approximately 10:00. Thats why I haven't been in school. The girls who saw me over the weekend can vouch for me. I will get around to putting up the pictures and maybe even the video once I get a chance. I just can't do it right now because I am dying!! I have the worst migrane, and this so isn't helping! In fact, its getting worse. I'll probably be back tomorrow. Lots of love.

Sun, 02 Jan 2005 22:50:26 GMT

Its getting really hot in herre. And I'm soooooo BORED!!!

Sat, 01 Jan 2005 21:09:14 GMT

Happy new year everyone. I hope everyone had a good night last night. I really do because they say the way you start your new year is the way that the whole year is going to go. We won't even go into my night... MAN!

Fri, 31 Dec 2004 18:40:38 GMT

I feel very loved... Let me tell ya.

Wed, 29 Dec 2004 22:48:41 GMT

Wow, I haven't updated for a while. I've been doing myspace stuff instead. I'm almost addicted to myspace because I can do all this cool stuff by myself! hehe. I hope everyone is having a good time on their xmas break. I know I am!! I get to hang out with Meghan tonight! YAAAAAY!

I have done so much shopping since sunday. I have been to 4 malls and to SOHO all for shopping! I have spent over 180 dollars!

Sunday- I went to the Westfield Mall (didn't buy anything).
Monday- SoHo. I bought black pin striped pants, a watch, and a hand bag. Willobrook Mall, I bought these really cute BCBG pumps, a jacket, a tank top, and a long sleeved shirt.
Tuesday- Short Hills Mall, I didn't buy anything. Rockaway Mall with Erika, I bought the Tyler Hilton cd.

The City was really fun we started out in SoHo and walked all the way up to Little Italy. IT WAS SOOOOO COLD!! We went into some really interesting stores. There was this one that was sooo tacky but sooo fun! I'll put pictures!

The Store!!

This was sitting outside the store with an add on it.

I had such a good time, I'm dreading the end of this break!!!

Fri, 24 Dec 2004 22:06:05 GMT

Happy Christmas Eve... I can't wait for tomorrow or Sunday!! YAY!

Oh, so this morning I wake-up at 5:30 and my radio is on! Sublime is playing, now that is normally a good thing, the part about Sublime playing, but not at 5:30 in the morning. I must have fallen asleep with my radio on, I all ways listen to the radio before going to sleep. Then, I couldn't find my remote because most likely I fell asleep with it still in my bed with me and with all of the tossing and turning that I do, I so could not find it. So, I had to get up at 5:30 and turn off my radio. I was very unhappy. And then I found two dollars, actually I had it but I saw it. And that's my story.

TOMORROW IS XMAS!!! KATIE AND BECKY ARE COMING TO RANDOLPH ON SUNDAY!!

Thu, 16 Dec 2004 20:37:53 GMT

Dear stupid sluts who keeping getting in fights,
You're all stupid sluts and everyone knows it. It's not like your defending any reputation! DUH!

Ashley- you got pregnant last year
Fallon- You're naked picture was seen by the entire fucking school
Maria Magill- you need to cover up
Justine- stop having sex under the stairwells
Nicole- you used to be nice, but now you're ghetto
girl that Justine fought with- Ew Chris Vorst

Sincerely,
Lauren

I've updated too many times today, it seems like I have no life

Thu, 16 Dec 2004 02:20:44 GMT

My sister's away message.. "menstruation is so hard to deal with..." AINT IT THE TRUTH! Thats for all you guys, who just have no clue!

I didn't study for Trab's test tomorrow.. I'll fail no matter what so whatev! haha I'm so pestamistic I definetly spelled that wrong, but do I give a flying FUCK!? NOOOOO!!!!

Time for bed. Well, time for shower then time for bed.. Nighty night

everytime I update I wake up a little more

Thu, 16 Dec 2004 01:44:43 GMT

"...in prison, Accused of telling the truth"

"Metal prison bars block our minds
youth's truth sold and televised
I never bought it and I won’t play your games, for fame"

Thu, 16 Dec 2004 01:17:27 GMT

Erika actually inspired me. Its been a while since I've actually been inspired. Actually, I haven't been inspired since last year one day in Bio when I was sitting two seats away from Dean. I don't know what I saw in that boy, and I don't know what I so for so LONG!

My dreams never seep into my reality
My reality is never what I want it to be
I can never fall in love
and have that person want me too

My dreams never seep into my reality
I don't know how much more I can dream
I'm running out of hope
hope, hope

I'll be in the place where dreams meet reality
waiting for you
Will you meet there
or are you happy with your reality

Are most people happy with the way things are
Are most people easier to please
in their lives
I'm not happy
I can't get happy

Meet me
Meet me in the place where dreams meet reality
Thats where I'll be forever and ever
or so it seems

I'll be in the place where dreams meet reality
waiting for you
Will you meet me there
or are you happy with your reality
without me
without me
without me.

Thu, 16 Dec 2004 00:53:46 GMT

WHEN IS XMAS BREAK?! AAAAAAAAH!!! To quote Adam Graham, "Trab is ruining my life!" I hate him... I hate him a lot! I wish I had listened to Kathy and Alex's advice and transferred out of his class when I got the chance?! Grrr... And of course I have NO chance of passing his test tomorrow. I might as well take the zero. FUCK!
(Volleyball ranting)
I am in such a crabby mood. I'm such a lazy ass, I have volleyball twice a week for an hour and a half and I'm dying. Then again half an hour before volleyball starts I finish physical therapy. And I'm doing hitting lessons with Oscar Zavala on saturdays, which you wouldn't think would bother my shoulder BUT IT DOES!!!!! Why does everything hurt my shoulder?! Seriously, everything. At least my serve is getting better. Although, my hitting is getting worse. But that is not my fault. It's not my fault that they couldn't set me at a position for more than two weeks the entire season.. middle, no just kidding Kathleen is 50 feet taller than you; left, no just kidding you SUCK; right side, nvm we'll just play Jaimie because you don't know the rotation, you really need to learn it in your sleep. FUCKERS! My timing is off... my timing is so incredibly off!! I hate left side, you have to wait twenty minutes for the set to be at a decent place to hit! So, when they finally let me hit middle (what I'm actually good at, or at least USUALLY!) I was still adjusting to left side and I was late on every set. Not to mention I was working with a different setter than the one that I used all season. I actually got used to Kathy's sets.
I'm just crabby.. and.. end rant.

Sun, 12 Dec 2004 19:00:13 GMT

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! THIS IS AMAZING!!!


particle man is love
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PARTICLE MAN!!!!!!!!!!!! I AM OBSESSED WITH PARTICLE MAN!!!

Particle man, particle man
Doing the things a particle can
What’s he like? it’s not important
Particle man

Is he a dot, or is he a speck?
When he’s underwater does he get wet?
Or does the water get him instead?
Nobody knows, particle man

Triangle man, triangle man
Triangle man hates particle man
They have a fight, triangle wins
Triangle man

Universe man, universe man
Size of the entire universe man
Usually kind to smaller man
Universe man

He’s got a watch with a minute hand,
Millenium hand and an eon hand
When they meet it’s a happy land
Powerful man, universe man

Person man, person man
Hit on the head with a frying pan
Lives his life in a garbage can
Person man

Is he depressed or is he a mess?
Does he feel totally worthless?
Who came up with person man?
Degraded man, person man

Triangle man, triangle man
Triangle man hates person man
They have a fight, triangle wins
Triangle man

Sun, 12 Dec 2004 18:31:14 GMT

Your LJ Christmas Party! by Karen_Walker
Username
You've been
Your Date	ssgundam
The Party Host/ess	_broken_sky_
Dressed as Santa	piggy71289
Santa's Elf	xioduckiexio
Stole the Presents	_fugitive_08
Kissed You Under Mistletoe	wassarock
Drunk on Eggnogg	i_heart_yourmom
Knocked Over the Tree	kmoore6989
Still Believes in Santa	xciaobellax
Mr. Grinch	wednesdaybest

Quiz created with MemeGen!

hahahaha! Owen, my date, have sex with me afterwards ;-) ! Damn you Doug, you won't get away with it *shakes fist*. I can see Katherine being Mr. Grinch. awww Elf is Lex!! Thats amazing!

If LJ Were a High School by Karen_Walker
Username
Your Status
Lunch Lady	xciaobellax
Head Cheerleader	piggy71289
Quarterback	xioduckiexio
Prom Queen	march_runaway
Gang Member	darkchroniclesx
Band Geek	wednesdaybest
Theatre Geek	ninjasweet
Chess Club Captain	ssgundam
Loner Goth Kid	atheistictears
Class Clown	megliz123

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haha Lexi's the quarterback! Ryan's prom queen!!! The Punisher is a gang member... what a stretch.. haha Erika's a theatre geek!