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If my heart breaks right in front of you
will you stand there and pick up the pieces
So many questions are running through my mind
If my heart breaks right in front of you
will you collect up all the pieces
or will sweep them and leave them
If my heart breaks right in front of you
will you get the duct tape
or will you leave me broken
If my heart breaks right in front of you
will you put it back together again
So many questions are running through my mind
I can't sweep my head clean
the cob webs are getting much larger now
I never know what to say
If I say I love you
will you break my heart all over again?
What? My head was clear for like a second there.. then I lost it...
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[05 Jun 2005|01:59pm] |
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I would like to tell you a story about a boy named Zacharias Feinberg, the boy who sits next to me in Spanish..
There once was a boy who thought that he knew everything. Then he met a girl named Lauren. She told him he was dumb and drew on his arm. So, they became friends and she told him he was annoying everyday. Then one day his girlfriend killed Lauren because she was afraid of Lauren.
The end.
Wasn't that a great story?
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[05 May 2005|12:47pm] |
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Amanda,
How I love thee. You make my life complete. I don't know what I would do if you never moved from the second best state in the country, TEXAS!! Your hotness makes we weak. You are just plain orgasmic, have my babies! Oooohh Baby, ooooh baby, ohhhh babyyyyyyyyy!! Much love to you, the love of my life. Ooooh, please have my babies so we can have hot passionate sex everynight.. oooohh lala!! Yay, for hot sex, my favorite bitch! My sex bitch, I like the sound of that... oh oh oh oh! Amanda will you be my sex bitch?
Love,
Lauren Michelle DeLisi
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[19 Apr 2005|05:09pm] |
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Haha thanks Ryan!
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[19 Apr 2005|04:53pm] |
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Do you even see me?
Do I even exist on your plane of existence
I wanna be where you are
I wanna see you
but more I want you to see me
to see me for who I am
You're right behind me
but is there anything in front of you?
I don't think I exist to you
I don't think you've ever given me a thought
See me
See me like I see you
Think of me
Think of me like I think of you
Want to be with me
Want to be with me like I want to be with you
Am I here
Or am I not
You are there
That is for sure
I see you
but do you see me?
You'll never see me like I want you to
You'll never think of me like I want you to
You'll never want to be with me too
But I'll beg of you
But I will beg you to
See me
See me like I see you
Think of me
Think of me like I think of you
Want to be with me
Want to be with me like I want to be with you
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[17 Apr 2005|04:04pm] |
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Wow, I'm such a drama queen. I can't believe that last entry, I bitch too much. I must have been like PMSing yesterday or something, wow!! Whatev.. I went to Erika's last night got a little tipsy, now I'm all good!! Haha.. and now on to todays story..
I just got home from a lovely little stroll with my mother. Since we have school tomorrow I needed to pick up some stuff for Fashion Design but first I wanted to steal some music from the library. So, we stopped at the library and were in there for about half an hour. When we were all checked out and all that shit we went out the car. Now, one little tid bit that I left out was that my mother's car is in the shop so we had to take my dad's 1957 Thunderbird. My mother tried to start the car for about five minutes and then decided that it was not going to start. So, my mother and I got to walk home! The three or four miles, it would have been really easy if Randolph wasn't so fucking hilly!! It actually wasn't that bad it was just funny. My mother and I were cracking jokes the entire time. My mother is so weird sometimes, she yelled at a horse for staring at her!! AND! And, she talked about stealing a horse so we wouldn't have to walk!! Oh, man. It was an interesting walk. I guess its kinda one of those you had to be there things, but I was really amused!
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[16 Apr 2005|02:28pm] |
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I'm bored out of my fucking mind. Someone, anyone, call me. Get me out of this fucking house. I'm contemplating actually reading The Red Badge of Courage. Scary? I think so. This has been the WORST spring break EVER! Can it just be over already so everything can go back to normal? Normal being better than it is but still not as good as it could be. If this isnt making sense you can read the blog I wrote last night on myspace myspace.com/lauren6289 its titled as "I've found myself so far down." I'm just sick and tired of this. This life, the same old shit. I know of only one person I can really count on and I don't see Jaclyn enough anymore. I think she's on vacation, so, there's nothing really going on around here.
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[06 Mar 2005|07:26pm] |
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Dear Mr. Trab,
Fuck you. Lay off with the homework already will ya?! Jesus fucking Christ! I'm sorry I don't sit at home every night doing English homework. Sometimes I like to at least pretend to have a life! I hate you, I hate you a lot! I should have listened to Kathy and Alex and switched out of your class!! I HATE YOU!! Your class is bullshit I have not learned a single fucking thing all year!!
Sincerely,
Lauren DeLisi
PS DIE!! GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!
Dear Norton Anti-Virus,
I HATE YOU!!! You aren't letting me do anything that I want to do!! I want to be on myspace for more than 30 seconds and I'd like to be able to watch music videos on yahoo, why the fuck can't I?! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! I HATE YOU!! You don't even fucking do your job, you are supposed to stop viruses from getting on my computer, you don't!! You're supposed to fix the viruses that get on my computer, you don't!!! AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!!!
Sincerely,
Lauren DeLisi
I have some serious rage that I would really like to take out on my computer and Mr. Trab.. can I?! Even Dashboard isn't calming me down!!!!
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Dashboard Confessional- Screaming Infedelities |
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Dear Mr. Trab,
Fuck you. Lay off with the homework already will ya?! Jesus fucking Christ! I'm sorry I don't sit at home every night doing English homework. Sometimes I like to at least pretend to have a life! I hate you, I hate you a lot! I should have listened to Kathy and Alex and switched out of your class!! I HATE YOU!! Your class is bullshit I have not learned a single fucking thing all year!!
Sincerely,
Lauren DeLisi
PS DIE!! GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!
Dear Norton Anti-Virus,
I HATE YOU!!! You aren't letting me do anything that I want to do!! I want to be on myspace for more than 30 seconds and I'd like to be able to watch music videos on yahoo, why the fuck can't I?! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! I HATE YOU!! You don't even fucking do your job, you are supposed to stop viruses from getting on my computer, you don't!! You're supposed to fix the viruses that get on my computer, you don't!!! AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!!!
Sincerely,
Lauren DeLisi
I have some serious rage that I would really like to take out on my computer and Mr. Trab.. can I?! Even Dashboard isn't calming me down!!!!
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[06 Mar 2005|07:21pm] |
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Dear Mr. Trab,
Fuck you. Lay off with the homework already will ya?! Jesus fucking Christ! I'm sorry I don't sit at home every night doing English homework. Sometimes I like to at least pretend to have a life! I hate you, I hate you a lot! I should have listened to Kathy and Alex and switched out of your class!! I HATE YOU!! Your class is bullshit I have not learned a single fucking thing all year!!
Sincerely,
Lauren DeLisi
PS DIE!! GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!
Dear Norton Anti-Virus,
I HATE YOU!!! You aren't letting me do anything that I want to do!! I want to be on myspace for more than 30 seconds and I'd like to be able to watch music videos on yahoo, why the fuck can't I?! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! I HATE YOU!! You don't even fucking do your job, you are supposed to stop viruses from getting on my computer, you don't!! You're supposed to fix the viruses that get on my computer, you don't!!! AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!!!
Sincerely,
Lauren DeLisi
I have some serious rage that I would really like to take out on my computer and Mr. Trab.. can I?! Even Dashboard isn't coming me down!!!!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
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[12 Jan 2005|07:49pm] |
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I GOT THE VIDEO ON MYSPACE! After about an hour of fiddling and editing I got it onto myspace. It may not stay though. But for now I am very happy!!! WOO! Everyone use the link above to go to my myspace and watch the video of meghan and lex!!!
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[11 Jan 2005|03:27pm] |
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Okay, so I've been dying since Friday night at approximately 10:00. Thats why I haven't been in school. The girls who saw me over the weekend can vouch for me. I will get around to putting up the pictures and maybe even the video once I get a chance. I just can't do it right now because I am dying!! I have the worst migrane, and this so isn't helping! In fact, its getting worse. I'll probably be back tomorrow. Lots of love.
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[01 Jan 2005|04:00pm] |
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Happy new year everyone. I hope everyone had a good night last night. I really do because they say the way you start your new year is the way that the whole year is going to go. We won't even go into my night... MAN!
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[31 Dec 2004|01:32pm] |
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I feel very loved... Let me tell ya.
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[29 Dec 2004|05:35pm] |
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Wow, I haven't updated for a while. I've been doing myspace stuff instead. I'm almost addicted to myspace because I can do all this cool stuff by myself! hehe. I hope everyone is having a good time on their xmas break. I know I am!! I get to hang out with Meghan tonight! YAAAAAY!
I have done so much shopping since sunday. I have been to 4 malls and to SOHO all for shopping! I have spent over 180 dollars!
Sunday- I went to the Westfield Mall (didn't buy anything).
Monday- SoHo. I bought black pin striped pants, a watch, and a hand bag. Willobrook Mall, I bought these really cute BCBG pumps, a jacket, a tank top, and a long sleeved shirt.
Tuesday- Short Hills Mall, I didn't buy anything. Rockaway Mall with Erika, I bought the Tyler Hilton cd.
The City was really fun we started out in SoHo and walked all the way up to Little Italy. IT WAS SOOOOO COLD!! We went into some really interesting stores. There was this one that was sooo tacky but sooo fun! I'll put pictures!
The Store!!
This was sitting outside the store with an add on it.
I had such a good time, I'm dreading the end of this break!!!
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[24 Dec 2004|04:59pm] |
Happy Christmas Eve... I can't wait for tomorrow or Sunday!! YAY!
Oh, so this morning I wake-up at 5:30 and my radio is on! Sublime is playing, now that is normally a good thing, the part about Sublime playing, but not at 5:30 in the morning. I must have fallen asleep with my radio on, I all ways listen to the radio before going to sleep. Then, I couldn't find my remote because most likely I fell asleep with it still in my bed with me and with all of the tossing and turning that I do, I so could not find it. So, I had to get up at 5:30 and turn off my radio. I was very unhappy. And then I found two dollars, actually I had it but I saw it. And that's my story.
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[16 Dec 2004|03:34pm] |
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Dear stupid sluts who keeping getting in fights,
You're all stupid sluts and everyone knows it. It's not like your defending any reputation! DUH!
Ashley- you got pregnant last year
Fallon- You're naked picture was seen by the entire fucking school
Maria Magill- you need to cover up
Justine- stop having sex under the stairwells
Nicole- you used to be nice, but now you're ghetto
girl that Justine fought with- Ew Chris Vorst
Sincerely,
Lauren
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My sister's away message.. "menstruation is so hard to deal with..." AINT IT THE TRUTH! Thats for all you guys, who just have no clue!
I didn't study for Trab's test tomorrow.. I'll fail no matter what so whatev! haha I'm so pestamistic I definetly spelled that wrong, but do I give a flying FUCK!? NOOOOO!!!!
Time for bed. Well, time for shower then time for bed.. Nighty night
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